Gah, this is gonna be a long week.

I haven't been riding since September 16th. And I'm going on Saturday, I think. =)


This is gonna be a looooooonnnnggg week. =P

Christmas wishes

So. I think I am getting my Christmas present this year. =) Only it won't fit under the tree and it won't be here until after Christmas sometime.

I will post a little more specifically about this later. =)



21 days, 6 hours, 55 minutes until Christmas Eve. =D

A passage from my Bible reading this morning

I just thought I'd share a thought provoking passage from my Bible reading this morning.

The word that came to Jeremiah from the LORD: "Arise, and go down to the potter’s house, and there I will let you hear my words." So I went down to the potter’s house, and there he was working at his wheel. And the vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter’s hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as it seemed good to the potter to do. Then the word of the LORD came to me: "O house of Israel, can I not do with you as this potter has done? declares the LORD. Behold, like the clay in the potter’s hand, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel.

On growing up.

Well, today I have not been doing that great. I have been thinking of Christmas and everything that isn't going to happen. Everything is going messed up. There is no money.

I don't want anything.

Everyone was right.

My horse under the Christmas tree was a child's dream. It was very silly. Someday I will learn not to hope for silly things.



It's not that I want anything for Christmas. It's that I don't have money to give anyone anything. I don't have money to get any of my friends gifts. I don't even have money for my family's presents. I have no idea if we'll have money for cookies. I have heard that we may not even be doing stockings this year. Half of the family isn't going to be here. Why does growing up have to happen? Why can't things just stay the same? Why can't life be easier?


I hate growing up.


Christmas is never going to be the same again. ='(